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Some challenges when talking about quality time means
Category: resolving
Fear and tension
What to do about the cottage
Banks and investing
Micheal future
sometimes i see something like electrical and think back on some reno word that was done and worry
Dad does one of his women hugs thugs again
its like I dont want parents to be proud of me, but I do
seeing presentations and thinking about different directions and turkey to feel some nervousness
I did the dishes
feeling with partner some disorganized and lack of relax time
the break down and stock loss did help me learn more about myself at a deeper level – 1) while I may go down I am resilient and deep inside my internal success mechanism keeps running – 2) a large part of relationship with money is illusion, speculation, not knowing what’s going to happen in the future
the way good night is said so quickly, i then say good bye right way
some frustration, i expressed to dad as well, of him not being straight up sometimes, should i be more compassionate?
was concerned about mom not remembering plans and her state when i came over the day she was supposed to come to duffy
some challenges with pace yesterday trying to get too many things done in one day packing before I go
still feeling like I’m not being heard
very different ways of planning that my partner I’m not good for with last minute rush stuff and pop ups and things that aren’t fully thought out beforehand
concern about flo alone part of her trip
some issues with impact of environment last night, impact each of us and us both together, feel like this could have been avoided
several interruptions with pop up heating system things, trying to get focused time
get more patient at talking with Dad
expressing maybe too much negative feeling about the issue with delivery fee for groceries
procrastinating or avoid bank meeting, not comfortable
not being heard the other days or not reaction I expected for offer to leave early on the 26th
working on my part for sometimes elevating in convos with partner
felt i was going too fast today early, when I realized it was already 1 pm
packing and moving around can still be a frustration for me
boiler we picked up used did not work out, frustrated as i has good input about this months ago
felt some pull to help flo with ad hoc ladder / roof work, or go to cottage, but for myself stuck with plan, no last minute items
flora mentions bell and if I could get a deal
decisions about winter planning more challenging because of recent focus on house project and timing
woke up thinking about past investment decisions
some things to resolve with past employer and transition
challenges around pace and space for all this is going on and upcoming festival
more challenges around being pulled into rental issue disrupting our planning
feeling from past patterns are surfacing again
clutter and lack of planning is a challenge
some discomfort around money and balance based on what I was hoping
wondering and feelings about dad, how can we help?
some tension around untied neighbour dogs at the cottage